“You are not what conspiracy? Is not Who sent you?”
“wow, you are not looking to see more suspense novel way? also who sent me, sent me to the Buddha, you tube with Well …… Do you know this man? He is my best friend . ”
“You do not come from Misawa Yuk do? how would recognize him?”
“It seems you do not know.”
“Well, I’ve seen, is Josephine assigned band.”
“Ya-Fu?” I asked strong micro
“is …… is ……” She hesitated, haltingly
“is a bastard, I know it.” I said
strong micro not happy, and I could see her eyes. I should not mention this one.
“He seems to be Josephine Fu apprentice. Josephine Fu taught him to play the guitar, the other I do not know.”
“Oh, that this picture can give me?”
“Oh, he’s your boyfriend?” She smiled contemptuously.
“No, my friend …… Why did you laugh ah, he bad you?”
“and Josephine endowed with what is good ah, you stay away from him. photographs you take it, but do not let me see, let me see, I’ll just burned.”
“Oh.” She said the words so fierce when they are so calm, most of the time her this exquisite three-dimensional faces are no facial expressions, facial wasting so handsome, like camouflage, as seems to be meticulously painted , the total fear bad beauty, never took other feelings, always cold one face.
“32″ to the body Foreclosed 2 of Article IX
This week I became downright housewife, I really do not cook, but strong micro teach me. Basically this week’s meal was her own doing, and sometimes I can not learn to do many times she had to repeat this meal, well obviously been very good since she said no appetite to eat do not eat. Then, why did teach me to do it? A strange woman.
occasional night out to buy things, and once back to buy things, I feel there is always a man behind, and my heart excited and nervous and afraid, although no final thing, but my heart is still cautious fast enough. Back to tell strong micro, did not think this woman actually told me to follow her to learn taekwondo. And Xiangmoxiangyang from her box to find two sets of Tae Kwon Do, say every eight to ten o’clock at night are practicing this time. I did not want to learn, but she said if I did not learn will stay for one week, this week I was under her domination. Well, I do not prostitute entertainer from her, but she seems really very powerful. I totally can not imagine what this girl backing. See her lively vigor I did not mind that she needs someone to take care, in turn, said that she was in fact one week to take care of me, because I’m nothing will.
no matter when I go to her room by her all those books on the shelves, full of classical, that the “Zi” is actually a wire-bound and vertical, all of which I have read. Q. strong micro, when she was able to back out. And speaking clearly and logically. I asked her how much she let me guess, I guess 18 years old, she said is 16 years old, originally only sixteen years old. Only two years older than me. Only two years older than me than I can how much more will it? I feel like I come before “talented” title is completely fool people, but fortunately she did not come up and show off, or became her constant mockery, became a charlatan.
fact, one week off soon, this week I have been around her in turn, she is around me in turn. Although this woman is very strange, and sometimes can not see through and not the human, but she is actually very good for me, for example, the day I came back and said if encountered satyr, her eyes seem to have that moment of sudden from green rub chair and stood up for a long time do not feel this is the taste of care. I did not know I was gone she will not miss. But I did go. I started leaving for my irresponsible ashamed. I’m homesick, like Liu Hao thought Adams who want quiet, I have yet to figure out exactly how things presume static thing is I’m sorry, I was too reckless way, be sure to go through a few things before will instantly understand.
one week before the arrival of the night, I made a table of strong micro eat, but she did not even look, say something during the day until ten at night before I came back. I see her back again to go back to the food hot again, she still does not eat hot well. I knocked on her door, she said
“I sleep, and tomorrow we’ll talk.”
“But tomorrow, I will not, and we had agreed expired.” Having my own way, I feel anxious when the words, she felt like a contract lover. Although I have not noticed anything out of her homosexual tendencies, she told me not ambiguous, and now I suspect that she is not gay, the man is her ex-boyfriend. She must have told the man that she changed her like a man, and only kissed me, in fact, she is a very pure woman.
“Oh, before you leave tomorrow to clean your room.”
“Oh, you know it.”
I thought I was going, she will sad, at least before I go, and I ate a good meal, do not expect she’ll cry for me, at least always some dismay, right? In her dying during that time, I was the only person around her, like floating in the sea only a straw, she does not grasp nor touch, let yourself fall …… Perhaps, she has grown used to Such a life, she can even dive into the water free, unlike me, always immersed in favor in the counterfeit princess. I still have to go back. I want to tell Liu Hao, and I miss him, and, these days I dream about him every day, I am convinced that this is love, I’m sure, I love him, I’m sure, I wanted to go with him forever, not sometimes faint head camphor decision, not because he loved me, just because I love him. This reason enough to fully do?
strong micro, she should not need me now, then refused to let me go, just afraid he has not recovered completely, and now she has been well preserved, and she has so much money not afraid to find people to take care of her. I am so mediocre one, for her what counted it? No reason at the moment of sadness and nostalgia is but I am a person separate memorial only, meaningless.
Well, then, I took a few days ago already bought a train ticket on the bag, carefully clean good house, a serious look at the walls and window sills, afraid to forget this experience, forgetting themselves in a dying woman spent around this month’s bizarre day, remember to take care of yourself is how another person’s time to forget their pain. Look up at the time, had little. Lying in bed, drop a tear drops on my pillow, groggy sleep.
“33″ thirtieth chapter only to the permanent injury a
three o’clock when I woke up trance, house has Xixisuosuo strong micro hear the cry hear. In fact, he is no sleep and the sound is not – is not strong micro head touched? I thought of this, immediately went to the strong micro door, listen carefully, she really was crying, I knocked on the door.
“strong micro, how is it? What is the matter?” room no voice, nor crying.
“strong micro, strong micro? strong micro?” not what happened, right? Gosh, this is not a pain to faint, right! I’m straining to open the door, found the door was locked, and then I gave him a kick forced open the door or not, I side kick barefoot and shout “strong micro, strong micro do not be faint, and I find people to carry you at midnight! “kick the can not, I back three steps, like a horse Liao Juezai like sit ready position, with the greatest effort rushed past -
I put strong micro flew on the bed, almost did not kiss her on the mouth. This distance and posture, really too ambiguous.
“Why are you ah! most of the night and kick and kick, and you have any ideas for me ah?” strong Wei said.
“Alas, I have an idea for you, obviously you first kissed me right! you installed the night crying loaded fainted lure me, What are you doing!”
strong micro do not speak. I see her eyes really swollen estimated is really crying. My hands leaning on the bed, then head sideways look carefully at her eyes, determined, really crying.
“What did you see?” strong micro unhappy, opened the door and motioned for me to stand up and go back.
“Then you late at night crying about it?” I asked. “What Ya Fu that what men bully you anyway? Gnaw his name from a kind of? Installed also like a scholar like?”
“wow hum ……” Strong Micro suddenly cried, grinning, screw eyes, burst into tears. I was shocked that this woman was not mentally ill, right? Oops OMG, psychotic murder does not break the law ……
are afraid of it, she suddenly hugged me, I feel, gone, she was a homosexual, into a den of thieves.
but she just hugged me. While holding the crying, I thought she was going to say, but she did not say anything, just crying, just sobbing, grabbed my hand and seems to be tightly clasped my bones. I learned that strong micro, this cold woman actually need warmth, her hands icy cold, feeling her shrill cry made me feel like a Geshi, I do not remember his or her own, I could feel her heart There is a very huge hole, all the joys and sorrows of her all into this bottomless hole, plug something more, empty can no longer heal. I use both hands to hold her, leaning on her shoulder, and she hugged me, still crying crying, I carefully looked at the table, already four o’clock, and she was crying. How much sorrow, but to the extent of such liberties? How many desolate, let a man put himself frozen Dongche so, what is the past, so willing to make a person a person’s bleak lives. I hugged her, like holding a puzzle, on the freezer Millennium puzzling mystery.
eyes, is a strong micro luggage. Obviously I have to go, how her luggage also lay it? But, mystery.
I want to leave, although this place makes me feel no sense of dependence, so I feel cold and fear, so I feel cold and distance, but in front of this woman made me so no less than give. She was two years older than I am big, but her heart seems to hang on the cliff edge, one to take his own life, and a man loved to open a joke will definitely lose a woman, a woman crying in the middle of the night, an unconventional Full House Full Song notes was filled with a strange woman, a let me take care of her but every day taught me taekwondo woman, a face without expression, but never in the middle of the night unable to sleep three tears into poetry woman. I do not love the stranger, but I did not fit her.
“34″ XXXI only to the permanent injury 2
do not know when I fell asleep, probably she was crying too long I accidentally fell asleep. Opened my eyes, I was still lying on strong micro house, I was really too much, people cry so sad, how do I do still asleep? Look at the table, already eleven o’clock, the train is definitely short of it – oh, by the way, yesterday I decided not to go, stay with strong differentiable. But she go of it?
sat up and saw the bed a letter, I have a foreboding – Table feet yesterday I saw her luggage was gone. But the house is no less what things actually.
Expand letter, but did not finish, wet eyes blurred all the attention, raised his head fell back tears. Strong micro gone, than I go first.
“Xiaoxiao, thank you to accompany me these days, thank you for taking care of me, thank you in my life was in danger when there is no leave me. thank you very much. thank you very much.
I will not be expressed, really, you are very important to me.
I am better than you go ahead and give you bought a ticket for tomorrow, estimated today you will oversleep. Yes, I was hurt that day, he hit me in the …… before I had been standing by the window, to see you back, see you standing in front of the dress lingered for a long time, in fact, the money I’m giving you, I did not think you would give it to me intact. Invoice no less, your account is indeed wrong, you put your own money mixed in there gave me. You really are confused.
I put that dress on your box, if the size is wrong, these days you can enchant, invoices also inside, holding the invoice herd.
of the house is also the key in that dress, you can see. I have replaced the lock, do not worry about Josephine Fu again. If you do not worry, you can back to one, I think I will come back soon.
I do not know where I’m going. However, there are too many bad memories, you go, it’s completely dead. I’m going to a place to be born, start over. May soon come back, it may never come back.
Xiaoxiao, you have to learn to protect themselves, how dangerous this society, you do not know. I’m sorry I lied to you that you owe me money, but I was too lonely. Really, lonely too long, has not express, nor cherish.
drawer and three thousand dollars, leaving you. Drawer without lock. To be installed, do not let others know your body with a lot of money, this is common sense, to remember. Go back go to school, go back and my mom and dad, go back to good friends together. Do not pitted out of trouble. You do not know, people can have something that is actually so small.
kissed you, I’m sorry. And you have no explanation. I think you’ve been guessed I was gay or heterosexual, but I am sorry to ask such question, is not it? Oh, your eyes never lie, the future will suffer. The answer is, I do not know. If you want to know, you can see for yourself. My diary in the drawer, it is my most precious thing, but I will now, all the memories are emptied out, so they still give you. Save for me. Diary next to a CD, which is Li Siya band recorded CD, there are your little boyfriend, I told him do not understand. Do not believe him, if you can, keep him away from Li Siya, that person is very dangerous.
future, do not then I believe strangers, not all people will like me for you.
gone. Take care. ”
This time, for me to do, in a city of bright sunny midday sun, crying into darkness shrill cry badly cut.
“35″ Chapter 32 only to the permanent injury 2
I carefully put strong micro skirt I bought Grab, want the case that day, that day I nearly used the money to buy this strong micro skirt, that day I almost took her money to sneak away, that day I nearly did not go upstairs, if this happens, then the strong micro to me, just a stranger just people, and I will die a few years later I heard her, and say to yourself , do not worry she came to the door, or she died alone at home, I would never know from. And she will not be sad, she died in the hands of their favorite man, but because she never had the money just nostalgic, leaving her escape is nothing but a stranger passing acquaintance, nothing good nostalgia or sad. She used the cold alone, accustomed to different city solitary journey, accustomed to indifference.
she walked, and then re-start habits of a person’s life, she said, I go, where he died, she was going to find students.
So why leave me alone in the dead of the room, over the last night. Strong micro me to accompany her to go before there is crying one night, while the strong micro gone after me, but secretly inside a person sleepy crazy crazy resentment, laments the loneliness and sadness of life. I was only fourteen years old, why not let my flat light like a normal junior high school students as simply grow up, have to cast my eyes, walking on the cliff between the single-plank bridge, that is not visible be afraid, in fact, invisible, but it is the most fear.
heart of the city, who cares who’s life and death. If a person dies strong micro here, how long will be found.
the bustling city into what kind of injury is more fierce independence, I thought myself seriously ineffable, but she will never leisurely love their lives to the man to end. So they do not compromise, love to such, they do not compromise.
my swollen eyes half-amused, in a strong point of view goes micro desktop PC CD-ROM, the same two people inside strong micro as a whole, all three of them alone together, play slapstick, as if born Even together. If it were not personally meet, I can not imagine how, once so intimate three individuals, would meet knives and guns.
brilliant smile picture in Sri Lanka where I have not seen before.
screen on the stage in Sri Lanka where fame, I have not seen before.
This is where I have not seen Adams.
turned out a lot of things I have never understood.
original, always accompany me, I actually have not seen.
not seen her heart, but has always been one to protect it. But I think that is deeply